Saturday, March 15, 2008

Rough Week

I was going to write out a long description of how I felt this week and the questions popping up in my mind about everything from the treatment route I have taken to why me getting cancer. Well, I erased it all. What it all boils down to is my doubts and fears about the upcoming interferon treatments. My doubts are whether I will be tough enough to go the course for a year and my fear is not being able to complete the treatments and then what. Everyone who I have spoken with says that I am tough and will be able to get thru it. I don't know if I am. However, something I have felt is the positive power of those of you praying for me. So, before I start I would ask that everyone who reads this blog continue to help me by praying that I will have the strength to get thru this. I am not asking to get thru this easily, just get thru it, that the treatments be successful and I am allowed to go on with my life but in a very different way than before. Realizing that every day is special and that every day is one more given to me by God.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Thanks so much for your honesty in your blog. That is what we like about hearing from you - your heart. Remember Paul. In 2 Cor. 12:9 "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." In 4:10 he said, "Through suffering these bodies of ours constantly share in the death of Jesus so that the life of Jesus may also be seen in our bodies." God will give you the strength to make it. You may not feel you can go the distance, but in your weakness, He will go it for you. Keep focused on Him. Of course, we will be praying constantly for you throughout the year. We love you guys very much, your like family to us - our best friends - our brother and sister in Christ. We will be there for you, however we can, but mostly in prayer and support.
Clarence & Barb