It Just Doesn't End

Well, today the radiation kicked me pretty hard and it is only the second day. I do not know if I am over tired or it is the radiation. I was so tired when I got home that I slept for two hours and have been fighting fatigue the whole day. We went to Amish Country with Heather, Caleb and Micah. We left at noon and got back about 7 tonight. I pushed it because that is just what I think I have to do. At 4:15 I got a call on my cell phone from the Dermatologists office. Two of the three biopsies from last week were negative. The other tested positive for Basil Cell Cancer. I am now scheduled for my fourth surgery on Wednesday, January 16th, the day I was suppose to get the stitches out. Now they will cut all of the healed area out to about double the size I was told. Another 14 days of not being able to sleep on my back or sit comfortably in a chair. They will also do the biopsy on my right thumbnail and now, the black line has appeared in my left one also. Oh well, I told Patti that anything they found I would have them cut it out first and ask questions later. I haven't had to ask them, they just do it. I did have a great day with my wife, daughter and grandsons. I am also getting ready to build maple bunk beds for my grandsons Tyler and Joshua. I build Heather and Steve's beds when they were small and look forward to doing it again for Steve's kids and building a set for here at the house when the boys stay over. I have asked God to give me grace for one day at a time and patience for the long road ahead towards being cured.